talking to the parasite

from in the feedback by the garages

track by tegan eden (@TeganEden)

Every morning it's in my head
Even before I can get out of bed
As I sip my coffee, with Oatly instead
It whispers in the silence "Jayleen is dead"

Every practice, when they get on base
I feel it always that empty space
And a horrible feeling I can't erase
That She should be here in my place 

I know what it is I have to do
A truth I think I always knew
A sacrifice must be made before we're through
And I'll do whatever it takes just to see You

Every evening it's in my head
While I'm wide awake lying in my bed
I toss and I turn filled with dread
So I scream into the silence "Jayleen won't stay dead!"