still up? (what the hell)

from STRIKE TWO​!​! by Fourth Strike Records

written and performed by bones bones bones (bonesbonesbones.bandcamp.com, @jbonechristian)

I think that I've forgotten what it's like to feel alive
And I don't know exactly how I'm supposed to feel
I've been stuck inside this house for such a long, long time
That it's hard to tell if time is even real

Just rest, go to sleep
What the hell are you still doing up, anyway?
Just rest, tomorrow is calling you
And what the hell are you still doing up, anyway?

It's okay if I destroy myself
It doesn't matter if no one else can see
But me
I haven't cut my hair and all the dye has faded out
And I'm up past two, just staring at a screen

Just rest, go to sleep
What the hell are you still doing up, anyway?
Just rest, tomorrow is calling you
And what the hell are you still doing up, anyway?

But it happens every night
But it happens every night
But it happens every night
Maybe this time it'll be alright