Clutterhead

from STRIKE TWO​!​! by Fourth Strike Records

Clutterhead written and performed by Robert Anderson (taxarch.bandcamp.com, @potentiallyrob)

My head is as cluttered as my desk
Got everything I need, but most of it’s regrets now.
Sometimes I leave my mum on read
'cause I don’t want to lie and say I’m out of bed now.


My head is as cluttered as my desk
I can’t find anything, what did I forget now?
My therapist says that I’m depressed,
but what does she expect: lost my pills in all the mess now.
My head is as cluttered as my desk
Got everything I need, but most of it’s regrets and
Sometimes I leave my mum on read
'cause I don’t want to lie and say I’m out of bed now.

Learned when I was 29
that I had a twin.
Kind of fucking sucks
'cause I’ll never get to meet them.

Wonder if they were the tidy one?
If they were the bright and shiny one?
Cos I’m a fucking catastrophe
And I’ll always be: I just can’t compete.

My head is as cluttered as my desk
I can’t find anything, what did I forget now?
My therapist says that I’m depressed,
but what does she expect: lost my pills in all the mess now.
My head is as cluttered as my desk
Got everything I need, but most of it’s regrets and
Sometimes I leave my mum on read
'cause I don’t want to lie and say I’m out of bed now.

When I’m feeling down,
I buy shit I don’t need.
My office is a wasteland
'cause discontent isn’t cheap. (so I)
Stack my bills up high.
Utilities is paid, put the rest in the pile with
a few pages of my manuscript:
it’ll be a masterpiece once I actually start it.

My head is as cluttered as my desk
Got everything I need, but most of it’s regrets now
Sometimes I leave my mum on read
'cause I don’t want to lie, cos I don’t want to lie.
My head is as cluttered as my desk
I can’t find anything, what did I forget now?
My therapist says that I’m depressed,
but what does she expect: lost my pills in all the mess now.
My head is as cluttered as my desk
Got everything I need, but most of it’s regrets and
Sometimes I leave my mum on read
'cause I don’t want to lie and say I’m out of bed now.