castle hill

from fourth strike song jam 2022 by Fourth Strike Records

writing, piano, guitar, bass and drums by Azure Aster ( azuret.bandcamp.com ) writing, lyrics, vocals and guitar by Riley ( lidocaineleeds.bandcamp.com )

a graveyard kind of fits
what I think of it now
as all my disparate bits
finally take their due bows

we walked amongst the dead
more alive than ever
“all horrible” we said
so why’d you take whatever

“you can’t leave me with them”
is what I should’ve said
I followed every whim
to get that boy in your bed

no you’re not an angel
I think I learnt that long ago
but I crawl up in a shell
when you pop in to say “hello”

do I miss you, or do I just want to apologise?

for fucking everything up, the girls, the girls forever.

1578 days later
I’ll find your name
in my phone
I’ll find the things we used to say

and the guilt will bury me whole
and the guilt will bury me whole
and the guilt will bury me whole
and the guilt will bury me whole