past mistakes

from seattle by the garages

by Sci-Fi Boyfriend (sciencefictionboyfriend.bandcamp.com)

As I look back upon the friends and teams we lost
When I was on my odyssey
I cannot help but think of all that it has cost
And the first thing to my mind is to be free

Everything I touch turns to ashes
And all I want to do is run away
But running always makes it worse No power to dispel the curse
My freedom was the price I wouldn't pay

How can I think of myself at a time like this
The better ones just wouldn't flee their crimes like this
I never thought I'd ever cross the line like this
I think that I'm as bad as they all say

I'm a profit I'm non-profit I always end up down
I made others riches way back when
I'm a coward I'm a bastard I'm a murderer
I'd give anything to do it all again

I never thought I'd see so many fall like that
I never knew that I could treat blaseball like that
I never thought that I would fill the hall like that
I'd give anything to do it all again

And I'd give anything to do it all again